Soon

It's a battle of attrition.
I can only hope that my means of production outweigh my opponent.

I'm an odd duck i suppose

This is my motivation for going through treatment and prolonging my life from  mid 40s to mid 80s:

To see my eventual kids graduate... middle school, high school, college, to see their faces as they struggle through life's hardship and to push them to their own greatness. to smile with them as their achieve every milestone.

To see my eventual wife cry tears of joy as our grandchildren are born, to see her smile at every occasion.

To be there for my friends through thick and thin, to worry with them in times of trouble and remind them of the beauty of life. To be happy for their successes, to help them achieve all they want in life.

To embarrass my friends and family as often as possible, because we should only be so lucky as to laugh at such things.

To love, unbridled, unabashed and to all of my capacity, for longer than my life should permit.